Thursday, December 13, 2012

Behind Blue Eyes

As possibly the most exciting part of the novel comes up Morrison throws us something rather unexpected. To put in a little bit of a pun you might say that she sends us in to a bit of a spin. Just as we get around to really learning what this traumatic event was in Sethe's path the author decides to play with us even further by changing drastically who our point of view is from. Instead of viewing her plight through the eyes of Baby Suggs, or Stamp Paid or even Sethe herself, we get this scene portrayed from the view of the slave catcher who is coming to try and capture Sethe and bring her and her children back to Sweet Home presumably. I think this does a few things for us as readers who have awaited finally being told what it was in Sethe's past that is so dark. First off I think it perpetuates messing with our heads in the way Morrison loves to do, it certainly did for me, but also in a very interesting way I think that, ironically, this change in perspective helps us understand Sethe's rational better.

By changing up the perspective of who we're witnessing Sethe's deed from Morrison shies away from addressing the issue head on, which she does as well with Baby Sugg's accounting, and then even with Sethe herself as she talks to Paul D. Throughout the book we've been periodically picking up on subtle little hints that the author has been giving us, but never actually telling us exactly what happened. We continually flirt with being told what happened to Beloved, but it's never actually portrayed until the last 30 pages before the end of part one. She circles around the answer for much of the book, and when she does get around to telling us what it happens she doesn't actually tell us in a way that shows Sethe's though process. Instead she continues to circle around the matter, which I think is supposed to be indicative of how Sethe feels about her past. By constantly circling around the matter she never really deals with the dark secrets she has, and when she finally does stop circling the person she loves leaves her.

The second thing that Morrison's switch of perspective does for the reader is somewhat counter-intuitive. In certain way it actually helps the reader understand what Sethe is talking about and why her decision possibly could have made sense. By seeing just how cold and calculating the slave catchers were, and how they only wanted to capture Sethe and her children alive. They have no interest in killing her. In fact once the realize that she is "damaged goods" they are perfectly content to simply leave and let her be taken away. In this way I think it paints a perfectly clear rational for why killing her children protects them from slavery. If she takes their lives then she effectively stops any slave catchers from taking them for themselves.

Sethe and Me

In the past two days the matter of how a reader viewing Sethe would change their opinion of her character as they learned more about her past became a fairly discussed matter. I think the best answer that I heard anyone give was a statement along the lines of "It's impossible for any of us to imagine what it would have been like for her, and thus any judgement we make won't be entirely fair." I certainly believe that there's no way for me to be able to to truly appreciate fully what it could have felt like for Sethe to want to take the lives of her children. In spite of this realization I do in fact have an opinion on how her history changes my perception of Sethe as a character. In my eyes her total conviction to protecting her children, and even her continued conviction to the belief that she did the right thing make me view her more and more as an incredibly strong human being.

Clearly the decision to kill your own child is an incredibly difficult one, and something that I think is extremely hard for people in our culture to justify or really understand. Disregarding whether or not I believe that Sethe made the right decision I can understand that the choice she made would not be something she could do without total conviction and belief that what she was doing was the best option. In addition to this the actual follow through of bringing yourself to really kill a child of yours would, in a sense, break most people. Not being a father myself, I certainly can't imagine what it would be like to kill my child, but even the thought of killing a loved one makes me uncomfortable, let alone what it might actually do to me to have to really follow through on that. In all honesty I'm not sure that I would be a strong enough willed person to be able to do it, yet Sethe doesn't even hesitate. She flies into action doing exactly what she believes she has to do to protect her children, even if that means doing something that I think most people can scarcely imagine doing. For me this makes me see her almost as an extremely strong and loving individual.

Even just considering the amount of strength I think I would have to take to do what Sethe did, I'm even further impressed with the way that she handles this immense burden over the next 18 years of her life. The most obvious way that her past comes back to haunt her is the way that she is treated by other people who know her only as a baby killer. For instance as Morrison describes their situation at the beginning of the book she says, "Outside a driver whipped his horse into the gallop local people felt necessary when they passed 124"(5). Even after eighteen years of being ostracized she hasn't given up on life, and continues to live and support her and her only child Denver. Even harder than being avoided by random people is what she has to deal with once Paul D discovers what her past has been like. Once he is told by Sethe what really happened he immediately decides that he can no longer be with her and has to leave. Many people are devastated by loved ones leaving them, especially for reasons caused by them, and worst of all when these are incidents in their past. In spite of this Sethe does not cave in to depression or despair, but just keeps on going and caring for her children. As she says "Those twenty-eight days of happiness has been followed by eighteen years of disapproval and solitary life[...] Every eighteen or twenty years her unlivable life would be interrupted by short-lived glory? Well, if that's the way it was-that's the way it was" (204). For me this exemplifies the most impressive aspect of Sethe's strength as a human being. Not only is she able to live with society ostracizing her, but she's able to live with herself.